NOBODY likes to lose… And I’m cool with it as well…


I lost my desire to compete more than a decade ago. A former employer told me, “It’s because you have come full circle with your ego.” Winning is more fun for the people that like competition. I enjoy watching someone that enjoys winning win. It’s just that… I’ve lost my ability to appreciate it.
I know you are thinking “That’s just SOUR GRAPES Chucko…” But, I do have some wins under my belt, lots in fact, mostly due to natural skills that I was born with. At some point that became enough. It’s not that I like to lose… I’ve lost plenty in life and love. Who hasn’t? And it seems horrible… But I wonder… Will it come back, this will to win, or is it gone forever? And/or will I eventually enjoy losing? I think I just might.